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Writer's pictureJenna Malin

CALAMITY

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I am the culmination

of all the people

I used to be,

the versions

of myself that


I s u r v i v e d.


I am what remains

after the long divide,

the separation

that only existed after


I s p l i t


from the parts of me

that only lived

to take my life.


I am the combination

of resilience and love,

of falling down

and getting up

over and over again,

with no promise of

a different result.


my persistence

is the duality where hope

meets insanity,

where faith meets


c a l a m i t y.


I am not my failures.

I am not my wounds.

I am the epitome

of the word


w a r r i o r.


my existence is glorious,

flaws and all.

I am victorious

even when I fall.


because I get up, I go on.

the war drums in my chest

are my fight song.


I get up, and

I prove everyone


w r o n g.


 

If you or someone you know is struggling with depression or suicidal thoughts, call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-8255, or text HOME to 741741.


Don't throw the fight. Give yourself another chance.


 

From my newest poetry collection, CARNAGE. Available now on Amazon.

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